1. |
Go Slow
02:03
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Go Slow
Everything here is going to break
Nothing will last that you can take
into the air when you lose your mind
Where it all goes
we never know
Leaves falling down
inside the cold
Just as you fall
that’s when it flows
Go slow
Slowly… oh…
Run to the hills when you start to bleed
None unaware can fill your need
Where we go on, you only dream
Life slips away inside the seams
When it comes back
we never know
Winter falls deep
inside the snow
Just as you fall
that’s when it flows
Go slow
Slowly… oh…
Ohh…
Slowly… oh…
We go
So slow
Then we’re gone for a while
Music & Lyrics by Jennifer Hughes © 11/17/14
Performed by Skylar Drior
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2. |
Real
02:24
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Real
I know that we’ve been through it
I hardly meant to do it
I need another chance
The rules—they are all changing
Just time for rearranging
This time you wear the pants
You’ll be the man…
A big misunderstanding
but fantasize your planning
to fit the way you feel
A big misapprehension
to justify your tension
Next time we seal the deal
You want it real
I know that strangers do it
We’re finally going through it
So let’s have another chance
You don’t have time to fake it
to scorn it or forsake it
so let’s just join the dance
I’ll be the man…
A big misunderstanding
but fantasize your planning
to fit the way you feel
A big misapprehension
to justify your tension
Next time we seal the deal
You want it real
You want it real
Music & Lyric by Jennifer Hughes © September 26, 2013
Performed by Skylar Drior
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3. |
Havisham House
02:07
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Havisham House
I’m linked to the past
And it’s playing again
I’m stuck in the part where
I lost all my friends
And steeper a staircase
I never have climbed
So much to lose
But I know it’s time
In this Havisham house
of intimate detail
Turning my back on
my only betrayal
In this Havisham house
of critical yearning
The things I love most
are the ones I am burning
Spiders are swinging
and casting their spells
Shadows of cobwebs
and visions of hell
I know that it’s wrong
to leave you at the altar
I ran out of youth
but never quite faltered till now
My garters have long since turned to dust
my wedding band still weeps of rust
In this Havisham house
of ghastly precision
It may seem compelled
but I’ve made my decision
In this Havisham house
of critical yearning
The things I love most
are the ones I am burning… up
Music & Lyrics by Jennifer Hughes © September 5, 2013
Arranged by Kristi-Leah Bradley
Performed by Skylar Drior
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4. |
Reconciliation
02:49
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Reconciliation
D Em
Cmaj7 C G
D Em
not what you wanted
D Em
the ostentatious flaunted
D Em
you thought the glitter meant
Cmaj7 C Cmaj7 C
something more
D Em
confused on your own now
D Em
the higher self will allow
D Em
the messages you had promised
Cmaj7 C Cmaj7 C
were in store
D Em
so if you find them
D Em
call to remind them
D Em
it's nothing that you thought
Em Cmaj7 C G
it would be
D Em
Go--spread your wings now
D Em
go on--head downtown
D Em
and fly far away from
Cmaj7 C G
the ordinary
D Em
eclipsed in penumbra
D Em
dusk when the sun's up
D Em
so afraid of losing
Cmaj7 C Cmaj7 C
what you never owned
D Em
Still you can't find it
D Em
you've got a blind spot
D Em
but you thought there was somewhere
Cmaj7 C Cmaj7 C
that could feel like home
bridge
D Em C
Pendulums swinging
D Em C
the hour chimes all ringing
D Em C
the ones who will sound with you
C D
can't be far... away
D Em
so if you find them
D Em
call to remind them
D Em
it's nothing that you thought
Em Cmaj7 C G
it would be
D Em
Go--spread your wings now
D Em
go on--head downtown
D Em
and fly far away from
Cmaj7 Cx2 G
the ordinary
Music & Lyrics by Jennifer Hughes © 3/23/13
Performed by Skylar Drior
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5. |
We Are One
01:42
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The youth in their words
demand to be heard
and the teacher, the student
wherever it's prudent
will be taught by them slowly
and learn from them fully
Then living by karma
they hear the alarm of
the people beneath them
and those who entreat them
for refuge, for mercy
to join in the heresy
The oppression of the lesser
the ethics they tether
will police them with keys
that will finally release them
Then used up and bruised up
the question of who's up next
to fight them, indict them
and finally requite them
The oppressed, the oppressor
the greater, the lesser
and oft trading places
they do it in stages
The story repeated
but all that we needed
were those souls who swore
when dissenting, lamenting
but never repenting
that the world left depleted
was too unfair a burden
the resources spurting
and gushing incessant
they burn the transcendent
Till none left to offer
the gifts to be proffered
to the children who need them
Who ultimately will lead them?
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6. |
Like I Do
02:20
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Like I Do
You don't know me like I do
my mind doesn't belong in your universe
You'd like me to leave
but I got here first
Did ya think I was just using borrowed words?
Bound by desire
deconstruction of the past
the falling away of the mask
Places I thought I had to go
How I got here from there
I don't know
I wanted that pretty, pretty picture show
Something to hold onto, you know?
While the reality of the masses melted
inside the glasses of ice with rum
No reflection shows what I've become
Nothing shows you what I've done
Too tired to come back
I tried to come back
From the echo in the void
So I could mirror you
While no one could hear you
Tried to make things clear for you
Once again
Propaganda dupes the third eye
makes you feel you’re mortal
that you’ll die
It was my experience of you that made me high
you didn't even have to participate while
I spun out of control
into the vortex of your shadow show
I finally reap what I sow
I finally reaped what I sowed
You don't know you like I do
Your mind only seems to run in loops
I've seen them all--there's nothing new
I know you're programmed to screw it up
You don't know you like I do
You whisper every shout
Reality burned you out
Guess you're stuck here now
I tried to help you end your doubt
All my pain turns into art
it's the process that exacts and crushes my heart
a little more every time
though I was born to shine
so were you
Why should I be mad?
I'm hardwired to be taken for granted
Yeah now you know the truth
I'm programmed to screw it up
You don't know me like I do
You never saw things through
just left it all in the queue
I’m better here without you
alone outside the zoo
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7. |
God for a Day
02:27
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God for a Day
Lookin’ at the world
through a stained glass window
changed the color of the soul
Paintings start to fade to grey
Daily grind divides you whole
Play
Blind faith preachin’ on cocaine
Play….
Slow hand turned a mortal man
into God for a day
Lookin’ at the crowd
through the smoke-filled screaming
wonderin’ when you lost control
Everything you trust fades away
Spotlight steals your soul
Play
Blind faith preachin’ on cocaine
Play….
Slow hand turned a mortal man
into God for a day
Jennifer Hughes lyrics & music October 25, 2014
Arranged by Kristi-Leah Bradley
Performed by Skylar Drior
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8. |
Vision
03:05
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Vision
You won’t take a chance
‘cause you’re afraid to fall
But you’re never better off
if you don’t try at all
You won’t join the dance
without some guarantee
But it’s your chance to live
as who you want to be
You can’t see what’s inside
till you open up your mind
and your vision extends beyond your eyes
When you walk through that door
you will always feel sure
that the keys to the truth in your life
were your right
You won’t call the shots
Won’t be the one to blame
But if you don’t make a choice
your life will stay the same
You could take a chance
on authenticity
Beware that you might end up
half as strange as me!
You can’t see what’s inside
till you open up your mind
and your vision extends beyond your eyes
When you walk through that door
you will always feel sure
that the keys to the truth in your life
were your right
(And) I am just downloading
from my castles in the sky
‘cause if I can imagine it
then it comes alive!
You can’t see what’s inside
till you open up your mind
and your vision extends beyond your eyes
When you walk through that door
you will always feel sure
that the keys to the truth in your life
were your right
all along…
were your right
Lyrics by Jennifer L. Hughes © June 17, 2015
Music by Jennifer L. Hughes & Kristi-Leah Bradley
Performed by Skylar Drior
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9. |
Asylum
02:31
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Asylum
Em
Last one of its kind
Em
Kneeling at your shrine
Raising every point without a sound
Em
Burning through my skin
Em
Stopping to begin
Bury your secrets underground
Am Em
Rise, rise
C D
Defy the skies
Am Em
Let heaven cry
C D
But just come home
Am Em
Rise, rise
C D
Defer your cries
Am Em
Let time tell your side
C D
But please come home
Em
Warrior of the mind
Em
reeling at your side
fazing every memory all around
Em
Clinging to the air
Em
barely stopping there
I have lost the courage that you found
Am Em
Rise, rise
C D
Defy the skies
Am Em
Let heaven cry
C D
But just come home
BRIDGE:
D7
You won’t find remorse
Cmaj7
In light that binds my scars
D7
My voice cannot reach where you are
Am Em
Rise, rise
C D
Defy the skies
Am Em
Let heaven cry
C D
But just come home
Am Em
Rise, rise
C D
Defer your cries
Am Em
Let time tell your side
C D
But please come home
Jennifer Hughes music and lyrics © December 4, 2013
For Jonathan Scott Hughes
Arranged by Kris Bradley
Performed by Skylar Drior
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10. |
House of Mind
03:56
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House of Mind
I tripped inside the house of mind
in a room unrecognized
I should take a photograph
of fading scenes all flashing back
My muse is playing all the time
Between the walls
But she can fly
far beyond this vast confine
I let her soar outside the lines
My house has no windows, has no doors
The walls don't have ceilings, don't have floors
The yellow room is where I'm bright
it makes the sun shine through the night
but I am in the blue room every time
it's time to shine
Rooms are just for memories
Hiding safe, I hold the key
dead until I need them to be
alive
I decorate with pretty thoughts
it's just a spell; casts lies I bought
if I could see beyond the black
I'd meet you in the cul-de-sac
My muse is playing all the time
Between the walls
But she can fly
far beyond this vast confine
I let her soar outside the lines
My house has no windows, has no doors
The walls don't have ceilings, don't have floors
The yellow room is where I'm bright
it makes the sun shine through the night
but I am in the blue room every time
it's time to shine
Rooms are just for memories
Hiding safe, I hold the key
dead until I need them to be
alive
Bridge/C Part:
Stash my secrets in my suitcase—I’d like to move away
But I’d take the chaos with me
So I might as well stay
The yellow room is where I'm bright
it makes the sun shine through the night
but I am in the blue room every time
it's time to shine
Rooms are just for memories
Hiding safe, I hold the key
dead until I need them to be
alive
Lyrics Jennifer L. Hughes © October 4, 2015
Music by Jennifer L. Hughes and Kristi-Leah Bradley
Arranged by Kristi-Leah Bradley
Performed by Skylar Drior
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11. |
The Puppet Maker's Hand
02:40
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The Puppet Maker’s Hand
When the moon is high
and resistance low
You will find her in your dreams
When she calls to you
You will follow her
inside the endless seams
You once spoke her mind
through her voice
It felt so good to have a choice
She once moved at your command
Then you raised your eyes
to ascertain
It’s a tricky one
The Puppet Maker’s hand
When the pain is high
and resilience low
She will find you without a doubt
When you look above
You will find her soul
floating all blissed-out
You once spoke her mind
through her voice
It felt so good to have a choice
She once moved at your command
Then you raised your eyes
to ascertain
It’s a tricky one
The Puppet Maker’s hand
Bridge:
You were her once
and now she’s you
Nothing more to do
but be here, be here and now
You once spoke her mind
through her voice
It felt so good to have a choice
She once moved at your command
Then you raised your eyes
to ascertain
It’s a tricky one
The Puppet Maker’s hand
Lyrics by Jennifer L. Hughes
Music by Jennifer L. Hughes & Kristi-Leah Bradley
© October 31, 2016
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12. |
Freedoms
01:48
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Freedoms
I was having a lack attack
so to put my directive in perspective
I decided to detach,
relapse to my lower ways
for days and days
I swapped the pain that passes
with the pain that stays
my mind making assessments
no time for redressment
no way to make amends
the world pretends to see me but it can't
realization subject to my interpretation
demanding understanding
of the need for rebranding
an integration proclamation
brings me out to a divided nation
there are days when no one catches my vibe
all alone for the ride
I just hide myself to abide…
I capture the rapture inside
and I am free.
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